THE MOST PAINFUL THING
In my memories and thoughts the most painful thing is the vulnerability of my family. Family here includes my close friends.
Each time an image of one of them in a vulnerable position rises in my mind, the pain I feel seems then to be deeper than any other, as if I let it, it would never stop getting deeper.
But if you said to me,"I will get rid of this pain for you." I would say. "No, get rid of the pain my family feel as they are victimised by reality."
Because my pain here is a halo around those I love. Is a proof that value exists. That life is Good and Beautiful.
But also here is a struggle. How to alleviate their pain?
I think, maybe silent effort to forgive all. To suffer well all pain.